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退廃的人生讃歌 by Ro2noki

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i just looked back at old videos of myself and now i feel sick to my stomach. i was so innocent. so good and pure and kind. what happened to me? what happened to that young kid who wanted to be a good person when they grew up? what happened to me? i've become so evil and full of vile things that i've become totally different than the kid that i was. i should've gotten better, should've became a better person. i didn't. i became worse than i ever was. the kid i was died and i fucking killed them by ripping the goodness out of their heart and spitting on it. i've become so horrible, it almost feels like i'm disrespecting the person i used to be... i don't know what to do with myself, i feel so horrible, i just want to go back to who i used to be

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